May 13, 2003
songspeak [waxing poetic]

All day. Staring at the ceiling. Making friends with the shadows on my wall. All night. Hearing voices tell me I should get some sleep. Because tomorrow might be good for something. Hope gone. Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown.

And I don't know why.

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell. I know, right now you can't tell. But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see - a different side of me. I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired. I know, right now you don't care. But soon enough, you're gonna think of me, and how I used to be.

Me. Talking to myself in public. Dodging glances on the train. And I know. I know they've all been talking about me. I can hear them whisper. And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me.

Out of all the hours thinking. Somehow I've lost my mind.

[matchbox 20 - unwell]




Come here. No I won't say please. One more look at the ghost before I'm gonna make it leave. Come here. I've got the pieces here. Time to gather up the splinters build a casket for my tears

[poe - haunted]








A decade ago, I never thought I would be, at twenty-three, on the verge of spontaneous combustion WOE IS ME. But I guess that it comes with the territory, a landscape of never-ending calamity. I need you to hear. I need you to see. That I have had all I can take and explosion seems like a definite possibility to me.

So pardon me while I burst into flames. I've had enough of this world and its people's mindless games. So pardon me while I burn and rise above the flame. Pardon me. Pardon me..... I'll never be the same.

Not two days ago, I was having a look in a book and I saw a picture of a guy fried up above his knees. I said I can relate cause lately I've been thinking of combustion as a welcome vacation from the burdens of the planet Earth. Like gravity, hypocrisy, and the perils of being in 3-D.

And thinking so much differently.

[incubus - pardon me]






I LIED MY FACE OFF WHEN I SAID THAT I WOULD BE OKAY

[alkaline trio]

Posted by Wolf at May 13, 2003 12:37 PM
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