Didn't sleep last night, was up roleplaying with D til, oh, two seconds before leaving for session. It was...... quite refreshing, actually, even if it wasn't me doing most of the playing, Asshole wanted out instead so we, uh, let him.
Poor Doc. Spazzboy on sleep dep talks even faster than normal, so he was blazing along at Warp 6.
Told her about the anniversary, the flashback, the really terrifying picture thing we saw..... and even the Little Guy.
That Little Guy that popped out while at the zoo over the weekend? Name's sticking until we get something else..... he's staying way back in the shadows, but we can see him, just a flash of that striped shirt every now and again. So we know he's here.
Doc suggested getting something to bring him out, and the Big Guy was thinking of a teddy bear..... maybe even a big floppy rabbit. She's not surprised that a little is coming out now, and neither are we, when we think about it. Big Guy isn't anyway.
Sure, still some qualms about unexpected switches at in opportune times..... but it makes sense for the Little Guy to show up now.
You see, Big Guy's been pulling back some feelings, little bit little, and seems he finally has enough pulled back so that this little container can be filled up with it..... hene the Little Guy. He's sort've an old new guy. Been around since a long time ago, but was never able to fill out until now. And since a lot of the hurt and pain is from when we were little, he's manifested as a little.
So, zoomed home in our excitement and forgot to go pick up a toy. Reeeaaally shoulda picked up a toy. Considering going back out now and getting one.
Makes sense... *soft smile* [~ds]