I have GOT to remember.... - 12/26/2001

.....honesty only gets you in trouble.

Fib a little bit, or let something slide, it all goes smoothly. But oh no, be a little honest..... when you were TOLD to be....... everything goes to SHIT. Whether it's bad shit, or for my safety and well being shit, it is still SHIT.

So forget it, I shoulda stuck to it last time I ranted about being honest..... I'm tired of having things blow up in my face when I'm honest. I'll either lie, or just not be around..... so that way I don't have to worry about my penchance for being honest. I just won't fucking say anything *mutter snarl*

And, if somebody *hugs* me I'm going to shoot them.

Christmas went good...... spent Eve working, dinner here with mom and her boyfriend, got some new sheets..... black even..... a curio cabinet type thing for my shot glass collection and this awesome Jeep teddy bear (we're a Jeep family, really). It'll go right next to the Harrod's bears I have.....

Then went up to C's parent's place, she had to work graveyard that night, so spent part of the night bullshitting with her little brother..... which was fun. Once C came home in the morning the entire house was woken up because it's Christmas dammit we should be awake and happy and what she did to me didn't really work, but I could hear her in her little bro's room asking the magic 8-ball what she should or shouldn't do and the fact I was cracking up didn't let me go back to sleep. Her 'rents got us some stuff for a new house..... towels, vaccuum cleaner, some decorative stuff. Little bro got me this incredible wolf calendar which is now so apprapo (sp?) cause of Nick (who's doing really really well).....

Now, all we need is the money for a damn house.....