It went well.
Of course, last night everything blew up completely. Had a doozy of a fight with mom, C was involved, too...... but we're all cool now. Switched several times infront of mom, but she didn't notice. I don't think she's caught on, completely, to what DID is.
There's also the reaction she had when I told her, just after last week's session. She clammed up. Is she simply distressed? Or, worst case scenario, does she remember something she's afraid I will.....
*shrugs* I don't know. I have suspicions that support both sides. The cards will fall as they will.
Had a good time with the Doc though. We seem to click, pretty well. Some are still fairly shy around her. Spazzboy made the session go over again *chuckle* he really enjoys talking to her...... and she seems to like us, genuinely.
Says we've done a bangup job of organizing ourselves *just grins*
We agree on a lot of things too...... energy, perception, that indeed there are gifts that come along with multiplicity. She also helped me figure out the strange euphoric..... elation.... something that I felt after the fight with mom. I couldn't understand it, but I was on a high for the entire night. Everyone was..... we may know why, now....
I connected to her, though, while Spazzboy was talking *chuckles* hit her a little hard, I think. All of a sudden she stops him and says "there is a hurt, in my heart..... like a compression"
Which is strange, really, as normally people will feel me in their minds and brains, rather than corewise.
I'm sure that doesn't make sense...... things are still a bit scattered. Takes a while to recoop from a session, get everybody back in line. It's like a field trip..... yet we don't always know where we're going.
Then I walked home. All 6 or so miles. Mom had to drop me cause C's got the car out of town..... I refused to be picked up. I needed time for everyone to gear down before talking to people face to face, and BOY did that two hours provide it *chuckles* Still pretty beat from it
But it's all..... good..... *smiles*
There you go again, telling us just enough to pique our interest, only to leave us in suspense. So why do you think you felt the euphoric elation? [Mirror_rorriM]