Journaling is so important......

So why don't I have the damned time to do it anymore? There is soooooo much pent up energy to release, yet we barely have time to role-play coherantly much less write a soul-gushing entry

I know..... I should make time, yes?

Working long days in three digit heat...... school work (4.0 average *smiles, proud o' ehrywann)..... spending time with C.... attempting to find a damned therapist (yes, it went on halt after the initial gusto *sigh* but we got sidetracked..... however we still have the list).... attempting to find a new job (sure, we love the one we have, but it ain't payin rent).....

The list goes on.

Too damned tired all the time to sit down and soulpour.

Have I mentioned that we've been clean for..... weeks? The tension is just climbing..... doing something by choice, and doing something to simply pass a piss test should it be needed for a new job..... I mean, it is by choice, we quit as soon as the job hunt started simply so we wouldn't all of a sudden stress, drink lotsa water and pray, and I refuse to take a system clean as I know with my luck that would show up *chuckle* But it's the quitting cause we don't want to smoke anymore, and quitting..... or else type of deal..... blargh.... I'm making sense, right? I'm also just rambling probably simply for the sake of rambling....... ooooh the things I would do for a fat bowl.....

Six more weeks until semester break..... not that school is a bad thing, but homework sometimes takes energy I'd rather be channeled elsewhere......... we can last that long without breaking, yes?