C took me to see it last night, and I have to say, that movie ROCKED. We're hoping to catch the Exorcist in the next couple of days since her paycheck is every two weeks instead of monthly like mine (ok but I can make it streeeeetch)
Last few days have been a friggen rollercoaster.
Worked on Sunday, but was cool cause I didn't have to do anything outside (ir POURED here all day) and was inside and warm and painting one of the enclosures. Not too shabby. Sunday night? C went down to pick up K for me as a surprise...... made my day, I was so happy.... until I started falling asleep about two hours before they were going to get here. Too bad I was so exhausted form work that I was probably the biggest asshole I"ve been in a long time. I blew their plans big time..... Of course, I apologized profusely to K as guilt totally took over on Monday. K understood... said I cuddled just as well when I was cranky.... *smiles* Is it a wonder why I'm in love?
Spent most of Monday asleep (ah, spooooons *smiles*) after somehow managing to stay awake nearly 25 hours.... I talked, I laughed, I attempted to help redye K's hair and get along.... I was in no way responsive to anything. I should have just passed out and let C and K spend the night at least having fun what with hair dye and all. I'm such a bastard....
Took K back Monday night...... otherwise nothing got done during the entire day.
Tuesday? Worked. Was the only one in remotely near a costume.... no biggie, though, got to work in side most of the day and stay warm. Had hoped to catch the Exorcist that night, I mean, hey, c'mon, it's Hallow's Eve... why not? Work near killed C so we spent the evening in. I stayed up til all hours watching Bride of Chuckie (good movie, but that one doll sex scene was just.... just..... WRONG DAMMIT *L*) and Final Destination (wonderful movie for a guy afraid of flying.... seeing the preview in the theater and watching the plane tear apart on a 40 foot screen nearly did me in).
It did NOT help that SQ006 crashed in Taiwan on Tuesday, either. Why? Not only is it tragic for the victims and their families..... and it devastated Singapore Airline's untarnishe reputation of 20 something years of business... but I am supposed to be ON that flight come next July. So Tuesday was a rather sleepless night for me, anyway.
C ended up with Wed off..... got to spend time together, it was real nice since for the past few months unless we rig something we don't have the same days off. Then she took me out for what ended up a rather athletic night...... oh yeah......
It hasn't helped that I"ve been on a downward spiral lately. Past week I've been withdrawing more (bunked the storyline I was running, have been mean to my best friend, hell, mean to everybody). It may be that November's coming up, and that wasn't a good month for me years ago...... biorhythms...... something. I honestly don't know what's wrong. Years ago, this lead to several tries at self-descruction - but I've been so much better since. Promised a friend I'd cut back on the drinking and I have. But I haven't really talked to anyone...... pretty morose...... melancholy.... vacant.... Best friend up north has known even without me saying anything that there was something wrong (sometimes we share a brain), and I know she wants to help....
And yes, baby, I know you love me. But how can I let you help if I cannot see the problem myself?
Arrgh.
November is ALWAYS a bad month for me. Just like Sat the 14th, not Fri the 13th. Typical for me to be a day late even with bad luck. AND BRIDE OF CHUCKY IS JUST SICK! Altho my GIjoes had orgies. [ScandalBoi]