Tuesday...... spent the morning at my aunt's funeral. It was a very sweet service, not half as much of the hysterics as I expected.... got to catch up with a lot of my other fmaily members I haven't seen for a while. Went to support my family and dammit that's what I did *chuckles* All in all left there with a pretty good feeling.

Ah..... but at about 130/2, it seemed my afternoon was clear..... C and I sure didn't want to head home, we both had the day off and why not enjoy it?

I went straight for the nearest mall *laughs* bought the cigarette case that K had wanted, made a beeline to the nearest phone and called (as we were on the other side of LA at the time)

Nearly crumbled when K said there was a migraine in progress

Said it would take us at least an hour to get there, we'd be hitting that side of town around 4 so who knew what traffic would do, and I really really wanted to see K. I guess K wanted to see me too cause that hour was enough time to take some painkillers and a nap.

Was all I could do to drive at the speed limit and take our time.

K loved the case....... but we also got to meet C (this will get confusing *L*) - the one who let us into the dorm, inadvertantly, is somewhat seeing K, and knows about me and K, though supposedly 'doesn't care.' Talk about instant territoriality. C2 (ha!) was cool, but I could see through it (c'mon, who wouldn't want to compete for K?)..... I went to school to look for this kind of shit in people, and I could see this from a mile away. Later meetings should be.... interesting.

Then my C took both K and I out to dinner (yep, a bit on switch of roles here, but it was all in the name of cuteness and twitterpation).... Red Lobster. Man it was good to have seafood again, done surprisingly well seafood, too, for that place. One day I'll make it back to the coast for some proper stuff. K even used the new case *big grin*

Mirror_rirroM, you asked another pretty pointed question; about C. Is C jealous? Nope. I've been very open about this since the beginning.... and C's been encouraging it, too, and thinks we're cute. We've had long talks in the garage (only place we can smoke) about what if's and what about's. And if places were reversed, completely, I wouldn't be jealous. C and I both know we're partners.... for life. We have an extremely secure relationship and have worked very hard over the last 8 years to keep it so. There are also certain boundaries, things we won't share. I won't share her with another man, but will happily with another woman. Mirror it and the same applies to me. Should something happen between us and another.... well.... someone ain't gettin laid, but playing is ok since the SO is there anyway (ain't cheatin, we know about it *L* and since we're partaking of the same.... well...). I can understand the question, I mean, c'mon, I'm playin with fire here. Things like this have the potential for destroying several people if quesitons aren't asked and answered.

I think I also mentioned that C has something of a crush on K as well.....

Anyway, took K back to the dorm, got to mentally smirk at C2's posturing (which, even funnier, was directed at C, not me....*chuckles* C ain't the bigger threat there, kiddo.... though she is the obvious target, considering *L*)

Oooohhhh, and the goodbyes...... tonsil hockey *dreamy smile*

And of course..... watching C kiss K was something else all together..... two people you care about in liplock, who both then turn to you...... ooooodalally...... I didn't want to come home.... no, correction, I did.... and wanted to kidnap K

Talk about sleeping good on Tuesday.... Wednesday at work was a blur....

Last night..... I told K how I felt. I haven't been scared of rejection for a very, very long time. Instead I got a "I'm more reserved than I normally would be because I"m not used to being in a situation like this" which lead to "but would like to learn...."

Hell baby I got a lot to learn too..... I've never done this before, either.... but I will take all the time needed to make you happy. Sure, I'd love to be your one and only, for now, but that ain't my call, it's yours (god just please tell me what you decide). Just spending time with you makes my day. There's no hurry.....