(part 3, you want the first two go back and start at Twitterpated)

I WENT SHOPPING FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! *shakes head* NOrmally I'm in and out of a store in about 20 minutes if I actually have to stop and look for something. I prefer even less lengths of time. I watched K try on quite a few different things, went and found some others...... got a "this would look great on you" assemblage of vinyl handed to me..... yep, it fit, and I bought it. C's nearly in tears at this point *LOL* Hell, I would be too if places were switched as I was just fawning over K. *sighs* There was this cigarette case that K really liked, though...... shoulda bought it as a gift but lightning wit strikes again. Told K I'm gettin it next time I go down. Oh, and K bought a couple things simply cause I said "I'd like to see them on you"..... got a leopard print belt, as well, cause I said K would be utterly pettable in it.

Got some pics when we got back to the dorm, though, of what K bought *drool*

*chuckles and shakes head*

I'm not even sure I want to know how much money was spent int he course of this weekend (and, for the record, I did buy something for my SO while we were at it).

What I do know, though, is that the entire 2+ hour drive home went by in nothing cause I was still stuck in K land. Thankfully C has been encouraging this..... and has a bit of a crush on K too (hell, how can you not?).

I'm so hopeless......

But it's cute.

Shut up *laughs*

And then today, all I can do is think of K. Been gushing to my best friend through ICQ (and I mean GUSHING), who is also deriving a lot of glee from this as well, cuase I'm just......

Stupid?

Bout there, yes *grin* At a complete loss for words (and as much as I've rambled on here we all know that's quite a feat). I just want to shower K with gifts, want to go back, write poetry or something, send something. Then of course I'm scared of coming on too strong as I'm not sure if these feelings are returned - much less how open this is going to be...... don't want to make K uncomfortable in having to explain things to people asking questions. Have a feeling I may be a first in certain respects....

K's just as shy as I am...... oh god that pouting smile *bangs head against desk*

And hell, I have a SO which I'm going to spend the rest of my life with...... I can't offer K a steady relationship - at least not one in the normal respect, dunno how an LD relationship would work out, though it's really the only option we have. I live two hours away. Best friend says take it a day at a time, both SO and K knew all this going into it, but I can't help but worry. And we all know I don't have the guts to actually bring any of this up to K. On the way back from lunch today my SO said to write an email or something, even call...... I nearly forgot how to drive at that *laughs* Just froze..... utter deer caught in headlights look.

*shakes head and sighs* Any suggestions?